Ivic-Wulfe

So it's been a while since I've said anything on this page, I've posted the odd poem and attempted just to keep this as alive as possible. I've moved up to Gauteng in the meantime, have a job up here hopefully beginning to do what I was meant to do this year. I've come to a conclusion where in the past year I could no longer consider myself to be able to love women in the same way as one is supposed to. I couldn't see beyond a lot of things in the last year. I was engaged (again) don't want to make that a habit, broke up and finally decided it was time for me to accept the fact that I am gay. Aside from that I'm attempting to find ways to b

Been a while since I was around here, just generally posting crappy poetry as usual and then I disappear for another year. How awful is that? Anyway, I'd just like to let you know that the most inspiring thing happened to me yesterday. Athol Fugard came to give a seminar at Stellenbosch and it really was very amazing to watch. I've been given a temporary new leash on life and am feeling very happy.

I've been having a crappy past three weeks, it feels like everything is falling away from me, not sure about my marks, where I stand with certain things how things are going to work out for me... Watched, "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" and I was entranced by the movie, it was so...poignant...lovely though. If you haven't seen it I urge you to watch it. Things haven't been going too well but regardless of that I feel there is always hope we can stand against anything what we lack in strength of body we make up for it with strength of spirit, of soul. Who we are.

I'm just traveling from place to place at the moment. I've lived in...6 places in the last 1 and a half months. Half my stuff is somewhere the other half is with me. I am also cycling to everywhere I can get to and its awesome. I was given this meter that reads how fast I'm going and my average speeds etc...and well...it makes me tired... Otherwise seems there's still crap on the home front from my mom's widower not really happy about that at the moment. Otherwise I'm going back to Stellenbosch on the 19th and I'm also hoping to find a way to Eye of Horus to watch Strident. Anyway, that's me for now...

I've decided that being alone oh so definately is not my favourite type of past time this year. I have waaay too much time to think and too little to do. I'm doing ok food wise but otherwise...I kinda like being with my friends and no one is around Stellenbosch anymore and my family is very far away. Uff... I hate this...